Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Souls

I’m surrounded by souls. However, I’m nothing but alone.I sleep with two other creatures of my kind, in the very same room. Nevertheless, I’m the only one left when my eyes shut. I talk to many ears through out the day. Although none of them really hear me.I sit close to many warm bodies.But I am still frozen inside. I feel their touch graze my skin. Even so, still numb I'll always be .I see them stare at me, judging character by appearance. None the less, they are still blind and without guidance. I feel for those that chose horrible paths, Their disabled souls force my care to go untouched. My tears of despair fall on closed, parched mouths. While my breath of courage blows against hardened hearts. I’m completely accompanied but utterly alone.No one can reach to me now, but the kiss of the dark grows. Seclusion in delusion, minus a life, Saves a small soul from heart shattering strife.

Teenagers

Being a teenager is vastly overrated. We all make mistakes, we are stubborn and we couldn’t give two shits what our parents think, we hate school, we cause shit, we fight, we love, we cry, we give up on believing in a higher power. We’re all fucked up and thats the truth, we all come from dysfunctional families, because no family is perfect; we say things that we don’t mean, we yell, we scream, we get broken hearts, we get drunk, we have sex. Grades don’t mean a thing anymore, we live on quotes and music that describe our lives and most importantly we are tired. We are tired of waking up each morning and having to go to school where we see the people we hate or the people we love, we get tired of waiting for the text message that’s not going to come and we get tired of pretending we’re fine.